c. The feeling of joy is absent; the meditator feels bored and sad as though he has been separated from what he loves.
g. The meditator may feel that everything is bad in every way and there is nothing that can be enjoyed.
f. Some meditators think of returning home, because they feel that their parami (accumulated past merit) has been insufficient. As a result they start preparing their belongings to go home. In the early days this was termed, “the nana of rolling the mat.”
1. Guardian Naga